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10. Speechless Mess
Album: Anorak
Artist: Ruth
         
 

I don’t have the heart, I don’t have the words
I don’t have the song to make you feel like I do right now
There’s not much love, left here to give
If there ever was, I wasted it away

I'm so tired of screwing things up,
Open my mouth and hurt everyone
And I just wanted you to know I don’t want to, I don’t want to

There is no cause, to feel this way, anything I've asked for, you’ve given it to me
I don’t have the right, to do you wrong, so I wrote this song to sing myself to sleep.

I'm so tired of screwing things up,
Open my mouth and hurt everyone
And I just wanted you to know I don’t want to, I don’t want to



 

More Lyrics from Anorak

  1. 01. Hibernation Pieces
  2. 02. Back To The Five
  3. 03. Who I was And Who I Am
  4. 04. Rolling With The Punches
  5. 05. Hearts On Sleeves
  6. 06. Pure Concept
  7. 07. Forgetting To Remember
  8. 08. Nothing To Hide
  9. 09. Miracle Photo
  10. 10. Speechless Mess
  11. 11. Dead Giveaway
                 
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This Tuesday, November 10
SINGLES
Seth Davey A New Dawn - Single (independent)

This Wednesday, November 11
ALBUMS
Anberlin Currency [Equal Vision]

This Friday, November 13
ALBUMS
Blanca A Christmas To Remember [Curb]
Amy Grant Tennessee Christmas: 10th Anniversary Edition [Capitol CMG/AG]
Lily Hooten Promise Land [Anotherland]
The Lofi Christian & Commons Worship The Commons Lofi (independent)
outr.cty Green Skies, Blue Grass [Syntax]
Jackie Hill Perry Still Blameless (Deluxe) [Velvet Blue]
Leem of the Earth See [Velvet Blue]
Tye Tribbett V20: First Semester (Live) [Freligious]

SINGLES
Chris Caro 10 YEARS IN A MINUTE - Single [Syntax]
Cutright The Curtain - Single [Syntax]
Jordan Feliz Fast - Single [Centricity]
Josh Grove Glory - Single (independent)
Living Again Get This Far - Single (independent)
Magdalene Rose the terrifying reality of it all - Single [Rockfest]
Hunter Plake Silver Bells - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante OVEN MITT! - Single [Dream]
Jordan St. Cyr Angels We Have Heard On High - Single [BEC]
Amelia Wells At Your Feet - Single [Hope Lane]
Natasha Zimbaro Emmanuel - Single [Wings]

VINYL
Anberlin Currency Vinyl [Equal Vision]

Next Thursday, November 19
ALBUMS
NEEDTOBREATHE The Long Surrender and The Fellow Passengers of Pain [UMG]

Next Friday, November 20
ALBUMS
Gabrielle Lovelace The Secret of Christmas [Old Bear]
Mountains in the Sea Breakthrough - EP [Dream]
New Wine Worship Ready For More - EP (independent)
The Rogers Family Let's Sing a Song About Jesus [Horizon]
Will Morrison, Calm Worship Collective Christmas Music - Instrumental Piano Holiday Songs (independent)

SINGLES
Francesca Battistelli Messiah (Cinematic) - Single [Curb]
Gracie Binion O Holy Night - Single [BEC]
John Long love deep - Single (independent)
Chandler Marie Merry Christmas Mary - Single (independent)
Hunter Plake Silent Night - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante PRAISE DANCE! - Single [Dream]
Run51 Wishlist - Single [Dream]
Mike Weaver Homecoming - Single [Curb]

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