Time runs out

Those words seemed so sincere, and it’s been so lonely here
I find myself lost in escape marked by hands I held as my anchor
But in your shallow sea I drown

I can still hear the trees, at my back and haunting me
Unafraid, unaffected, this has all gone so wrong
Under this December sky, I walked away compromised
Counting steps, of what’s left, to bring this all to an end

Outside you will find the ring that once belonged to me
Sharing space, with her face pictures on the drivers seat
Just give me one reason why, well maybe some other time
You think this all is a game; it’s not a game to me
So now we will both kill the messenger
With such a blur, you didn’t even see, this meant everything to me

Invisible, plans you made deconstruct me
Tethered to, the dream of you but disappearing

If it’s grey then, just leave it, some colors start bleeding
So guard yourself; that’s what my folks used to say
Defended your secrets, claiming past loves and regrets
The ambition was hidden to shield yourself from the blame

Outside you will find the ring that once belonged to me
Sharing space, with her face pictures on the drivers seat
Just give me one reason why, well maybe some other time
You think this all is a game It’s not a game to me
Your failing words once moved heaven and earth
But now they can’t make me believe

Invisible, plans you made deconstruct me
Tethered to, the dream of you but disappearing
Those words seemed so sincere, but in this shallow sea I drown

You want to run and hide to catch your breath
But why don’t you come inside and capture all that’s left
Capture all that’s left

This can’t be happening
Oh but this is happening

I don’t want to wait for this
A ruined list, the longing kiss
Making all the moments last
As if we had, the sentiment
Yearning for the sound
Breaking from the crowd
Leaving all the cynics
Racing for the for finish

Time runs time runs time runs out
If I should die, if I should