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...In Shallow Seas We Sail cover
03. Curbside Goodbyes
Album: ...In Shallow Seas We Sail
Artist: Emery
         
 

You’ve buried me, here and, I can’t turn off my eyes, only sinking
You’ve hidden the keys
To sleep, the sweet careful lines
We’ve crossed and now we never can go back

This is what I felt, just being myself, but I know that you wouldn't stay
Standing at my car with my reasons spent, as you drove and made your escape
The silence crushing me, like I swore it would, and I'm left watching

Red lights fading out
(I refuse to accept these excuses you're making)
As you drive back to your house
(to save yourself from taking blame the only reason that you came at all)

I chose every word that I knew would hurt but that was a poor choice at best
This weak disguise, your careless replies that you made at my expense
You swore this was right it was better that you're leaving but I'm here with

Red lights fading out
(I refuse to accept these excuses you're making)
As you drive back to your house
(to save yourself from taking blame the only reason that you came at all)
And I'm here with my curbside goodbye
This sting in my eyes won't leave me tonight as I stay awake
To watch the day start without you

I'm here sinking, now we can never go back
my foundation crippled and cracked
Broken, severed, bleed out the hurt
Two people dissolve into words

Red lights fading out as you drive back to your house

The way I've gone a hundred times before but now I'm left behind
To make all of this make sense
And now your voice is haunting me, just out of reach, it buries me
Is this the better off that you meant?
The way I've gone a hundred times before but now I'm left behind
To make all of this make sense
And now your voice is haunting me, just out of reach, it buries me
It buries me, it buries me



 

More Lyrics from ...In Shallow Seas We Sail

  1. 01. Cutthroat Collapse
  2. 02. Inside Our Skin
  3. 03. Curbside Goodbyes
  4. 04. Churches and Serial Killers
  5. 05. The Butcher’s Mouth
  6. 06. In Shallow Seas We Sail
  7. 07. The Poor And The Prevalent
  8. 08. The Smile, The Face
  9. 09. A Sin To Hold On To
  10. 10. Piggy Bank Lies
  11. 11. Edge Of The World
  12. 12. Dear Death Pt. 1
  13. 13. Dear Death Pt. 2
  14. 14. Open Hands, Closed Eyes (bonus track)
                 
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