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10. Sometimes
Album: Awake (Deluxe Edition)
Artist: Skillet
         
 

V1
Sometimes when I lie
I know you're on to me
Sometimes I don't mind
How hateful that I can be

Sometimes I don't try
To make you happy
I don't know why I do the things I do to you but...

Chorus
Sometimes I don't wanna be better
Sometimes I can't be put back together
Sometimes I find it hard to believe
There's someone else who could be
Just as messed up as me

V2
Sometimes don't deny
That everything is wrong
Sometimes rather die
Than to admit it's my fault

Sometimes when you cry
I just don't care at all
I don't know why I do the things I do to you but...

Bridge
I want someone to hurt
Like the way I hurt
It's sick but it makes me feel better

V3
Sometimes I can't hide
The demons that I face
Sometimes don't deny
I'm sometimes sinner sometimes saint


(John L. Cooper)

Behind the Song:
"I’d say this is probably the darkest song on the record, but a lot of people I’ve played it for find it strangely therapeutic. I’m not sure why it makes them feel better since it’s so dark, but maybe there’s a relatable aspect to it. Basically it’s saying there are times you don’t like yourself and times when you don’t do the right thing, even if you’re trying to be a better person deep down inside." - John Cooper (Skillet)

 

More Lyrics from Awake (Deluxe Edition)

  1. 01. Hero
  2. 02. Monster
  3. 03. Don't Wake Me
  4. 04. Awake And Alive
  5. 05. One Day Too Late
  6. 06. It's Not Me It's You
  7. 07. Should've When You Could've
  8. 08. Believe
  9. 09. Forgiven
  10. 10. Sometimes
  11. 11. Never Surrender
  12. 12. Lucy
  13. 13. Dead Inside (Deluxe Bonus Track)
  14. 14. Would It Matter (Deluxe Bonus Track)
                 
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Seth Davey A New Dawn - Single (independent)

This Wednesday, November 11
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ALBUMS
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Leem of the Earth See [Velvet Blue]
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Cutright The Curtain - Single [Syntax]
Jordan Feliz Fast - Single [Centricity]
Josh Grove Glory - Single (independent)
Living Again Get This Far - Single (independent)
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Hunter Plake Silver Bells - Single [BEC]
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Amelia Wells At Your Feet - Single [Hope Lane]
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VINYL
Anberlin Currency Vinyl [Equal Vision]

Next Thursday, November 19
ALBUMS
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Next Friday, November 20
ALBUMS
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Mountains in the Sea Breakthrough - EP [Dream]
New Wine Worship Ready For More - EP (independent)
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Will Morrison, Calm Worship Collective Christmas Music - Instrumental Piano Holiday Songs (independent)

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Gracie Binion O Holy Night - Single [BEC]
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Hunter Plake Silent Night - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante PRAISE DANCE! - Single [Dream]
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Mike Weaver Homecoming - Single [Curb]

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