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01. Not What I Thought
Album: Not Myself Anymore
Artist: Jessa Anderson
 

this is no ordinary, rational feeling - i am overtaken by a panic and run - i have fallen by the wayside many times before and i have learned to use this love as a weapon - i am caught up by the common as usual - i have nearly followed til' my spirit was numb - i continue the ascent of never ending collecting all but things that matter the most - but you're not what i thought when i saw you - i have been running for so long and so far - i haven't got what i thought i would find to fill the empty up - but you're not what i thought - no you're not what i thought - there is a manner i have quietly tucked away - yet it is fighting for a place at the top - i am dying to believe i'm big enough to try but it's a battle i am losing alone // oh, oh oh - you're uncovering what i was missing all along - oh, oh oh - i'm giving everything for the war, for the war is won - for the war is won // and you're not what i thought when i saw you - i had been running for so long but now i've got - something else, something more that i know will fill the empty up - 'cause you're not what i thought - no you're not what i thought


 

More Lyrics from Not Myself Anymore

  1. 01. Not What I Thought
  2. 02. Fireflies
  3. 03. Everyone Has Those Days
  4. 04. Worship The Lamb
  5. 05. The Same Place
  6. 06. Not Myself Anymore
  7. 07. I Won't Break
  8. 08. Moving On
  9. 09. Offering
  10. 10. Don't Know
  11. 11. Return
                 
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This Tuesday, November 10
SINGLES
Seth Davey A New Dawn - Single (independent)

This Wednesday, November 11
ALBUMS
Anberlin Currency [Equal Vision]

This Friday, November 13
ALBUMS
Blanca A Christmas To Remember [Curb]
Amy Grant Tennessee Christmas: 10th Anniversary Edition [Capitol CMG/AG]
Lily Hooten Promise Land [Anotherland]
The Lofi Christian & Commons Worship The Commons Lofi (independent)
outr.cty Green Skies, Blue Grass [Syntax]
Jackie Hill Perry Still Blameless (Deluxe) [Velvet Blue]
Leem of the Earth See [Velvet Blue]
Tye Tribbett V20: First Semester (Live) [Freligious]

SINGLES
Chris Caro 10 YEARS IN A MINUTE - Single [Syntax]
Cutright The Curtain - Single [Syntax]
Jordan Feliz Fast - Single [Centricity]
Josh Grove Glory - Single (independent)
Living Again Get This Far - Single (independent)
Magdalene Rose the terrifying reality of it all - Single [Rockfest]
Hunter Plake Silver Bells - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante OVEN MITT! - Single [Dream]
Jordan St. Cyr Angels We Have Heard On High - Single [BEC]
Amelia Wells At Your Feet - Single [Hope Lane]
Natasha Zimbaro Emmanuel - Single [Wings]

VINYL
Anberlin Currency Vinyl [Equal Vision]

Next Thursday, November 19
ALBUMS
NEEDTOBREATHE The Long Surrender and The Fellow Passengers of Pain [UMG]

Next Friday, November 20
ALBUMS
Gabrielle Lovelace The Secret of Christmas [Old Bear]
Mountains in the Sea Breakthrough - EP [Dream]
New Wine Worship Ready For More - EP (independent)
The Rogers Family Let's Sing a Song About Jesus [Horizon]
Will Morrison, Calm Worship Collective Christmas Music - Instrumental Piano Holiday Songs (independent)

SINGLES
Francesca Battistelli Messiah (Cinematic) - Single [Curb]
Gracie Binion O Holy Night - Single [BEC]
John Long love deep - Single (independent)
Chandler Marie Merry Christmas Mary - Single (independent)
Hunter Plake Silent Night - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante PRAISE DANCE! - Single [Dream]
Run51 Wishlist - Single [Dream]
Mike Weaver Homecoming - Single [Curb]

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