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06. Not Myself Anymore
Album: Not Myself Anymore
Artist: Jessa Anderson
         
 

you've gotta' love it for what it is - take a minute to look around and you'll find out it's over now - there's no reason for acting like this - i knew it was coming, you've had it written all over your face for a long while - so let's split it right down the middle and just walk away - there's no use in trying to save something you're just gonna' have to change - but i - can't seem to figure out why - i'm not myself anymore and i cry all the time - and you, you're unaccountably gone - you've got no explanation for leaving me alone - well maybe we shouldn't have let it go on for so long - 'cause i am just not myself anymore - going forward but looking back - i cannot remember just how it got started - i know it's just part of the way this goes - but sooner or later you'll ask, was all of this really a mandatory separation or was it just easiest? - so let's have a last conversation and just drive away - there's no use in trying to save something you're just gonna' have to change // and putting all these memories away is getting harder than i thought - so why can't we just be friends when that's all we were before?


 

More Lyrics from Not Myself Anymore

  1. 01. Not What I Thought
  2. 02. Fireflies
  3. 03. Everyone Has Those Days
  4. 04. Worship The Lamb
  5. 05. The Same Place
  6. 06. Not Myself Anymore
  7. 07. I Won't Break
  8. 08. Moving On
  9. 09. Offering
  10. 10. Don't Know
  11. 11. Return
                 
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This Tuesday, November 10
SINGLES
Seth Davey A New Dawn - Single (independent)

This Wednesday, November 11
ALBUMS
Anberlin Currency [Equal Vision]

This Friday, November 13
ALBUMS
Blanca A Christmas To Remember [Curb]
Amy Grant Tennessee Christmas: 10th Anniversary Edition [Capitol CMG/AG]
Lily Hooten Promise Land [Anotherland]
The Lofi Christian & Commons Worship The Commons Lofi (independent)
outr.cty Green Skies, Blue Grass [Syntax]
Jackie Hill Perry Still Blameless (Deluxe) [Velvet Blue]
Leem of the Earth See [Velvet Blue]
Tye Tribbett V20: First Semester (Live) [Freligious]

SINGLES
Chris Caro 10 YEARS IN A MINUTE - Single [Syntax]
Cutright The Curtain - Single [Syntax]
Jordan Feliz Fast - Single [Centricity]
Josh Grove Glory - Single (independent)
Living Again Get This Far - Single (independent)
Magdalene Rose the terrifying reality of it all - Single [Rockfest]
Hunter Plake Silver Bells - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante OVEN MITT! - Single [Dream]
Jordan St. Cyr Angels We Have Heard On High - Single [BEC]
Amelia Wells At Your Feet - Single [Hope Lane]
Natasha Zimbaro Emmanuel - Single [Wings]

VINYL
Anberlin Currency Vinyl [Equal Vision]

Next Thursday, November 19
ALBUMS
NEEDTOBREATHE The Long Surrender and The Fellow Passengers of Pain [UMG]

Next Friday, November 20
ALBUMS
Gabrielle Lovelace The Secret of Christmas [Old Bear]
Mountains in the Sea Breakthrough - EP [Dream]
New Wine Worship Ready For More - EP (independent)
The Rogers Family Let's Sing a Song About Jesus [Horizon]
Will Morrison, Calm Worship Collective Christmas Music - Instrumental Piano Holiday Songs (independent)

SINGLES
Francesca Battistelli Messiah (Cinematic) - Single [Curb]
Gracie Binion O Holy Night - Single [BEC]
John Long love deep - Single (independent)
Chandler Marie Merry Christmas Mary - Single (independent)
Hunter Plake Silent Night - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante PRAISE DANCE! - Single [Dream]
Run51 Wishlist - Single [Dream]
Mike Weaver Homecoming - Single [Curb]

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