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Punishing Myself Before God Does cover
08. A Place Where Your Hope Dies
Album: Punishing Myself Before God Does
Artist: Confessions of a Traitor
         
 

If this is our final goodbye
For me you have to die

For me you have to die

Don’t let those lies go to waste
Tell me how do they taste?
When I know of another you embraced

Did you ever really hold me in high regard?
Honesty, integrity must be hard

You’re so naďve
As you take what you need
I dissolve all these memories
So I can grieve

What I erased
Becomes your obsession

This is our final goodbye
For me you have to die

You try to absolve your soul of sin
But I promise you (promise you), you’ll never win (never win)
When the sun goes down at night
In the guilt you’ll drown (guilt you’ll drown)
For its useless to fight
Useless to fight

Aaaahhh useless

I don't know my end, but my end knows me
The words you utter provides clarity

This is our final goodbye (goodbye)
for me you have to die
This is our final goodbye (goodbye)
for me you have to die

You try to absolve your soul of sin
But I promise you (promise you), you’ll never win (never win)
When the sun goes down at night
In the guilt you’ll drown (guilt you’ll drown)
For its useless to fight

You try to absolve your soul of sin
But I promise you (promise you), you’ll never win (never win)
When the sun goes down at night
In the guilt you’ll drown (guilt you’ll drown)
For its useless to fight

This is our final goodbye
for me you have to die

A piece of me forever haunts you
When you look back on these last days
And you realise that everything you’ve built was a tomb
A place where your hope dies

A place where your hope dies
A place where your hope dies



 

More Lyrics from Punishing Myself Before God Does

  1. 01. Punishing Myself Before God Does
  2. 02. Hearts of Stone
  3. 03. Lovecraft
  4. 04. Forever Hollow (feat. Brian Wille)
  5. 05. Peacekeeper
  6. 06. To Care for Those Who Cared for Us
  7. 07. The New Holland Haunting
  8. 08. A Place Where Your Hope Dies
  9. 09. Death's Door
  10. 10. TVA
                 
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VINYL
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ALBUMS
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