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Punishing Myself Before God Does cover
10. TVA
Album: Punishing Myself Before God Does
Artist: Confessions of a Traitor
 

Wake up
Wake up

Sleepwalker
I drift in, I drift out
Am I ever really there?
I drift in, I drift out
With my bloodshot eyes and clouded mind
Moving at breakneck pace
Why do I treat life as a race?
Never content in the moment
We are always seeking for atonement

Deadline
Deadline
Deadline

Wake up
We're ever moving
No devotion
Enough is enough (wake up)
The momentum
Constant motion
It’s polarising (wake up)
The tides have pulled us aside
From our full potential
And now there’s nowhere to hide
When will we be as one?
As one

One blink and it’s all gone
Where did I go wrong?
A lifetime, in a moment
Always seeking for atonement

Wake up
We're ever moving
No devotion
Enough is enough (wake up)
The momentum
Constant motion
It’s polarising (wake up)
The tides have pulled us aside
From our full potential
And now there’s nowhere to hide
When will I be as one?

Drift into sleep, where have I gone?
Drift into sleep, where have I gone?
Drift into sleep, where have I gone?
Wasting life in my prime
Never out of dreams only time

Deadline

Deadline
Deadline
Deadline

Wake up
We're ever moving
No devotion
Enough is enough (wake up)
The momentum
Constant motion
It’s polarising (wake up)
The tides have pulled us aside
From our full potential
And now there’s nowhere to hide
When will we be as one
As one

Drift in
Sleepwalker
Drift out
Sleepwalker



 

More Lyrics from Punishing Myself Before God Does

  1. 01. Punishing Myself Before God Does
  2. 02. Hearts of Stone
  3. 03. Lovecraft
  4. 04. Forever Hollow (feat. Brian Wille)
  5. 05. Peacekeeper
  6. 06. To Care for Those Who Cared for Us
  7. 07. The New Holland Haunting
  8. 08. A Place Where Your Hope Dies
  9. 09. Death's Door
  10. 10. TVA
                 
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