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01. Death By Admiration
Album: Death By Admiration
Artist: Seventh Day Slumber
 

The problem with letting go
Is admitting to yourself that it's over
I couldn't let you in
What would happen then?
So then I hid a little more
Each day until my world grew colder
I couldn't let you in
What would happen then?

Afraid to be with me myself
And I sometimes
Get lost in the chaos of my mind
I don't want to lie to you
But it's all I do
And I'm so afraid of losing you

I tried to be everything
But everything just left me broken
How could you know me well?
I didn't know myself
Suffering
So many things, another life beneath the surface
How could you know me well?
I didn't know myself

Afraid to be with me myself
And I sometimes
Get lost in the chaos of my mind
I don't want to lie to you
But it's all I do
And I'm so afraid of losing you

Though every day there seems to be this pain
I'll find a way
Find a way
I will escape
And God I know that
You're here with me
You'll never leave
And I know that you're saving me

Afraid to be with me myself
And I sometimes
Get lost in the chaos of my mind
I don't want to lie to you
But it's all I do
And I'm so afraid of losing you

Afraid of losing you
Afraid of losing


 

More Lyrics from Death By Admiration

  1. 01. Death By Admiration
  2. 02. Fatal Love
  3. 03. Solemn Oath
  4. 04. What I've Become
  5. 05. Halos
  6. 06. Snake Mouth
  7. 07. Light The Way
  8. 08. Landmines
  9. 09. Some Things Never Change
  10. 10. Can't Say Sorry Enough
                 
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This Wednesday, August 5
ALBUMS
Life.Church Switch Simple - EP (independent)

This Friday, August 7
ALBUMS
The Choir Dragonfly [Galaxy 21]
Dax Anger Management [Columbia]
John Elefante Stories: The John Elefante Collection [Girder]

SINGLES
29:11 Worship Child of God - Single [Dream]
Francesca Battistelli He Will - Single [Curb]
Adriel Cruz I Don't Know About You - Single [Syntax]
Drea LP & OnBeatMusic Don't Think About It - Single [Syntax]
Future of Forestry Trilobite - Single (independent)
Garett and Kate Serban How Amazing (Live) - Single [Bethel]
Good Weather Forecast, SOFYKA NOMADIC TENDENCIES - Single [Dream]
Josh Grove Trust (Psalm 13) - Single (independent)
Ashley Hess BREATHE - Single (independent)
Daye Jack He Is There For Me - Single [Syntax]
Mat Kearney Weakness - Single (independent)
Tasha Cobbs Leonard Gracefully Broken/Who the Son Sets Free (Live) (feat. Israel Houghton) - Single [Motown Gospel]
MotionPlus, Braille Broken Vessels - Single [Gospel Banquet]
Leslie Perez Back to My Love (Live Acoustic) - Single [Gotee]
project LUMO Look At Me Now - Single [Vere]
Katie Rey God, I'm Good - Single (independent)
Allan Scott Everybody Needs Someone - Single [Dream]
Solachi Voz ABBA - Single [Syntax]
Carly Ann Taylor Lifeline - Single [Wings]
Vineyard Worship Reign Forevermore - Single [Vineyard]

Next Thursday, August 13
ALBUMS
Various Artists Songs We've Been Trying To Tell You About (And Others We Haven't), Volume Fifteen [JFH Music]

Next Friday, August 14
ALBUMS
The Arcadian Wild Make It Out Alive [Rip Stitch]
Jenna Raine Jeans, Boys & Jesus [Warner]

SINGLES
GLADDEN Free Fall - Single (independent)
Brandon Lake How Good God Is - Single [Provident]
Jon Reddick King of Heaven - Single [Gotee]
V1 Worship You Alone, Jesus - Single [Dream]

Next Saturday, August 15
VINYL
Mat Kearney Nothing Left to Lose (Deluxe) Vinyl


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