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Fractured Paradise: Garden of Shadows cover
01. Yours Truly (feat. Magdalene Rose)
Album: Fractured Paradise: Garden of Shadows
Artist: Seventh Day Slumber
 

I hope this message finds you well
Last time, you were trying to find yourself
I heard you're better now
That's good to hear, 'cause you're always on my mind
Been there to catch you when you fall
Sometimes, a lyric just says it all
It's funny how we sing aloud
And the voices in our heads start drowning out

Pouring out onto these pages
Every single word I write, song I sing
I'm bleeding out for you
I've been fighting
Fighting with my conscience
Cause if I'm being honest, I need this more than you
Sometimes I'm barely making it through

I hide it well, but really, I'm a mess
Feels like I'm running out of breath
It's hard to talk about
I write these words down to get it off my chest
I hope you know, I wouldn't change a thing
But sometimes, I wonder why it's me
I sit down and think about how I can't save you
And I can't save myself

Pouring out onto these pages
Every single word I write, song I sing
I'm bleeding out for you
I've been fighting
Fighting with my conscience
Cause if I'm being honest, I need this more than you
Sometimes I'm barely making it through

Crushed by every expectation that's been put on me

And I'm holding onto burdens
I was never meant to carry on my own
But now I'm learning, I don't have to be a savior
I was never meant to play that role

Pouring out onto these pages
Every single word I write, song I sing
I'm bleeding out for you
I've been fighting (So close your eyes and sing along)
Fighting with my conscience (I hope it helps you carry on)
Cause if I'm being honest, I need this more than you
Sometimes I'm barely making it through

It's time for letting go and starting anew
We're gonna make it through
Make it through!


 

More Lyrics from Fractured Paradise: Garden of Shadows

  1. 01. Yours Truly (feat. Magdalene Rose)
  2. 02. Chemical Burn
  3. 03. Surviving The Wasteland
  4. 04. A Bullet Meant For Me
  5. 05. Blistering Memories
  6. 06. Feasting On Vultures
  7. 07. Lizards Of Malice
  8. 08. My Novocain
  9. 09. Rehearsing Tragedies
  10. 10. Fractured Paradise
  11. 11. Savior Machine
  12. 12. Garden of Shadows
  13. 13. Black Roses White Doves
  14. 14. Left Behind (Kirk Cameron) (feat. Impending Doom)
  15. 15. Your Love Is Bliss
                 
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This Tuesday, November 10
SINGLES
Seth Davey A New Dawn - Single (independent)

This Wednesday, November 11
ALBUMS
Anberlin Currency [Equal Vision]

This Friday, November 13
ALBUMS
Blanca A Christmas To Remember [Curb]
Amy Grant Tennessee Christmas: 10th Anniversary Edition [Capitol CMG/AG]
Lily Hooten Promise Land [Anotherland]
The Lofi Christian & Commons Worship The Commons Lofi (independent)
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Jackie Hill Perry Still Blameless (Deluxe) [Velvet Blue]
Leem of the Earth See [Velvet Blue]
Tye Tribbett V20: First Semester (Live) [Freligious]

SINGLES
Chris Caro 10 YEARS IN A MINUTE - Single [Syntax]
Cutright The Curtain - Single [Syntax]
Jordan Feliz Fast - Single [Centricity]
Josh Grove Glory - Single (independent)
Living Again Get This Far - Single (independent)
Magdalene Rose the terrifying reality of it all - Single [Rockfest]
Hunter Plake Silver Bells - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante OVEN MITT! - Single [Dream]
Jordan St. Cyr Angels We Have Heard On High - Single [BEC]
Amelia Wells At Your Feet - Single [Hope Lane]
Natasha Zimbaro Emmanuel - Single [Wings]

VINYL
Anberlin Currency Vinyl [Equal Vision]

Next Thursday, November 19
ALBUMS
NEEDTOBREATHE The Long Surrender and The Fellow Passengers of Pain [UMG]

Next Friday, November 20
ALBUMS
Gabrielle Lovelace The Secret of Christmas [Old Bear]
Mountains in the Sea Breakthrough - EP [Dream]
New Wine Worship Ready For More - EP (independent)
The Rogers Family Let's Sing a Song About Jesus [Horizon]
Will Morrison, Calm Worship Collective Christmas Music - Instrumental Piano Holiday Songs (independent)

SINGLES
Francesca Battistelli Messiah (Cinematic) - Single [Curb]
Gracie Binion O Holy Night - Single [BEC]
John Long love deep - Single (independent)
Chandler Marie Merry Christmas Mary - Single (independent)
Hunter Plake Silent Night - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante PRAISE DANCE! - Single [Dream]
Run51 Wishlist - Single [Dream]
Mike Weaver Homecoming - Single [Curb]

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