Living life with my hands on the bottle
Sun's up but the party's not over yet
Take another shot full throttle
Black out til I can't remember it
Thought I was bullet proof
But all along the target was you

I know the fear of letting go
Has wounded everyone I love
I don't know why I'm still holding on
It's clear to me that I'm the one
With the smoking gun

I dance through the night with my demons
And sing to the soundtrack of giving in
Hide in the glare of the moonlight
Drink til I'm numb but I'm not numb yet
I see I'm not okay
But I don't know if I welcome this change

I know the fear of letting go
Has wounded everyone I love
I don't know why I'm still holding on
It's clear to me that I'm the one
With the smoking gun

Reconnect
Back to when
I used to feel
I wanna feel again
I'm falling to my knees
Reconnect
Back to when
I used to feel
I wanna feel again
Feel again
Save me

Save me

I know the fear of letting go
Has wounded everyone I love
I don't know why I'm still holding on
It's clear to me that I'm the one
With the smoking gun