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I Call This Abandonment cover
10. Ascension And Escape
Album: I Call This Abandonment
Artist: Chasing Victory
         
 

I've been writing words that mean a bit of nothing
Just to sing it loud and cash in deeds for fame.
I won't put a finger out the door
Until I've spilled my guts on paper
And feel it so meaningful.
So sing with me if you know the words.
I've got a feeling I've used this phrase before
When it goes into the verse.
Then I throw hands over to the crowds,
Not a single word is moving,
But tonight I'm breaking ground.
I'm looking for an open door when it's over.
You know it's over.
I've gotta find a sign or a way to pull myself together
Before I walk up there tonight
Or I'll be sitting up so late with my face in
My hands and tears in my eyes screaming is it over.
I've been plotting this escape,
Not thinking of the consequences of my mistakes.
I just want to be found, then get lost in you!


 

More Lyrics from I Call This Abandonment

  1. 01. Oceans Away
  2. 02. Unrequited Love
  3. 03. The Night Your Guardian Fell Asleep
  4. 04. A Taste Of Your Own Medicine
  5. 05. The Killer Is Me
  6. 06. First Steps To Recovery
  7. 07. Pre-Empty Nest Syndrome
  8. 08. Suspects, Alibis, And Partners In Crime
  9. 09. The Real Version Of You
  10. 10. Ascension And Escape
  11. 11. Speak Easy
                 
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This Tuesday, November 10
SINGLES
Seth Davey A New Dawn - Single (independent)

This Wednesday, November 11
ALBUMS
Anberlin Currency [Equal Vision]

This Friday, November 13
ALBUMS
Blanca A Christmas To Remember [Curb]
Amy Grant Tennessee Christmas: 10th Anniversary Edition [Capitol CMG/AG]
Lily Hooten Promise Land [Anotherland]
The Lofi Christian & Commons Worship The Commons Lofi (independent)
outr.cty Green Skies, Blue Grass [Syntax]
Jackie Hill Perry Still Blameless (Deluxe) [Velvet Blue]
Leem of the Earth See [Velvet Blue]
Tye Tribbett V20: First Semester (Live) [Freligious]

SINGLES
Chris Caro 10 YEARS IN A MINUTE - Single [Syntax]
Cutright The Curtain - Single [Syntax]
Jordan Feliz Fast - Single [Centricity]
Josh Grove Glory - Single (independent)
Living Again Get This Far - Single (independent)
Magdalene Rose the terrifying reality of it all - Single [Rockfest]
Hunter Plake Silver Bells - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante OVEN MITT! - Single [Dream]
Jordan St. Cyr Angels We Have Heard On High - Single [BEC]
Amelia Wells At Your Feet - Single [Hope Lane]
Natasha Zimbaro Emmanuel - Single [Wings]

VINYL
Anberlin Currency Vinyl [Equal Vision]

Next Thursday, November 19
ALBUMS
NEEDTOBREATHE The Long Surrender and The Fellow Passengers of Pain [UMG]

Next Friday, November 20
ALBUMS
Gabrielle Lovelace The Secret of Christmas [Old Bear]
Mountains in the Sea Breakthrough - EP [Dream]
New Wine Worship Ready For More - EP (independent)
The Rogers Family Let's Sing a Song About Jesus [Horizon]
Will Morrison, Calm Worship Collective Christmas Music - Instrumental Piano Holiday Songs (independent)

SINGLES
Francesca Battistelli Messiah (Cinematic) - Single [Curb]
Gracie Binion O Holy Night - Single [BEC]
John Long love deep - Single (independent)
Chandler Marie Merry Christmas Mary - Single (independent)
Hunter Plake Silent Night - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante PRAISE DANCE! - Single [Dream]
Run51 Wishlist - Single [Dream]
Mike Weaver Homecoming - Single [Curb]

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