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Punishing Myself Before God Does cover
02. Hearts of Stone
Album: Punishing Myself Before God Does
Artist: Confessions of a Traitor
         
 

I can’t stand on my own
Weighed down by this heart of stone

God help me, my spirit is broken
From my flesh and bone only pain spoken

I would fight tooth and nail,
Until I was old and frail
A beautiful deception
Changing my perception

I would fight tooth and nail,
Until I was old and frail
This is not perfection
Changing my perception

I’m barely breathing (barely breathing)
I’m numb no grieving
You're suffocating me (suffocating me)
It's devastating, please set me free

I prey
In doubt
Decay
I've vowed
I prey
In doubt
Decay
I've vowed

I prey
I find peace one day
In doubt
For the reason you sold me out
Decay
My world, you broke away
I've vowed
To stay standing proud
I'm sick, I’ve been close to death
Your words now are but waisted breath

I'm sick, I’ve been close to death
Your words now are but waisted breath
Waisted breath

I would fight tooth and nail,
Until I was old and frail
A beautiful deception
Changing my perception

I’m barely breathing (barely breathing)
I’m numb no grieving
You're suffocating me (suffocating me)
It's devastating, please set me free

I’m barely breathing (barely breathing)
So done with grieving
And at the bitter end (bitter end)
I can no longer pretend

I can't stand on my own
Weighed down by this heart of stone



 

More Lyrics from Punishing Myself Before God Does

  1. 01. Punishing Myself Before God Does
  2. 02. Hearts of Stone
  3. 03. Lovecraft
  4. 04. Forever Hollow (feat. Brian Wille)
  5. 05. Peacekeeper
  6. 06. To Care for Those Who Cared for Us
  7. 07. The New Holland Haunting
  8. 08. A Place Where Your Hope Dies
  9. 09. Death's Door
  10. 10. TVA
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