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Punishing Myself Before God Does cover
05. Peacekeeper
Album: Punishing Myself Before God Does
Artist: Confessions of a Traitor
         
 

Why can’t you see you’re smothering me,
Afraid you’ll lose control, you hold too tight!
You can't end the war inside me,
This is not your fight!
Peace is more, than the absence of war
Peace is accord (peace is accord)
Harmony!

We rise by lifting others
Yeah!
Peacekeeper

If you’re going through hell
Keep going
Yeah!
Peacekeeper

God! I need to heal
I need to feel
I’ve put myself through hell
Pushed to the brink, I’ve still got more to give
Oh God!
I need to heal
I just need to feel

I need to feel

I’ll fight for peace, without remorse
Constant conflict is my curse
I won’t let this be what buries me
I pray for silence
But I’ve got a throat full of fire and a head full of violence

Head full of violence

If you’re going through hell, keep going
Yeah!
Peacekeeper

God! I need to heal
I just need to feel
I’ve put myself through hell

God! I need to heal
I need to feel
I’ve put myself through hell
Pushed to the brink, I’ve still got more to give
Oh God!
I need to heal
I just need to feel

I just need to heal



 

More Lyrics from Punishing Myself Before God Does

  1. 01. Punishing Myself Before God Does
  2. 02. Hearts of Stone
  3. 03. Lovecraft
  4. 04. Forever Hollow (feat. Brian Wille)
  5. 05. Peacekeeper
  6. 06. To Care for Those Who Cared for Us
  7. 07. The New Holland Haunting
  8. 08. A Place Where Your Hope Dies
  9. 09. Death's Door
  10. 10. TVA
                 
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This Thursday, August 13
ALBUMS
Various Artists Songs We've Been Trying To Tell You About (And Others We Haven't), Volume Fifteen [JFH Music]

This Friday, August 14
ALBUMS
2819 Worship For Christ Alone - EP [Reach]
The Arcadian Wild Make It Out Alive [Rip Stitch]
Jenna Raine Jeans, Boys & Jesus [Warner]

SINGLES
GLADDEN Free Fall - Single (independent)
Brandon Lake How Good God Is - Single [Provident]
Jon Reddick King of Heaven - Single [Gotee]
V1 Worship You Alone, Jesus - Single [Dream]

This Saturday, August 15
VINYL
Mat Kearney Nothing Left to Lose (Deluxe) Vinyl

Next Friday, August 21
ALBUMS
Band Reeves How To Forgive [Centricity]
CalledOut Music The Room [Integrity]
MotionPlus, Braille Still Dreamin' - EP [Gospel Banquet]
Lauren Talley Walls (Part One) - EP [Horizon]
Terrian Mad Big World [Gotee]

SINGLES
ELEOS Anchor For My Soul - Single (independent)
Grace Frances Waiting For Me - Single (independent)
WallerCo, John Waller Daddy's Here (Journee's Dream) - Single (independent)


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