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Punishing Myself Before God Does cover
05. Peacekeeper
Album: Punishing Myself Before God Does
Artist: Confessions of a Traitor
         
 

Why can’t you see you’re smothering me,
Afraid you’ll lose control, you hold too tight!
You can't end the war inside me,
This is not your fight!
Peace is more, than the absence of war
Peace is accord (peace is accord)
Harmony!

We rise by lifting others
Yeah!
Peacekeeper

If you’re going through hell
Keep going
Yeah!
Peacekeeper

God! I need to heal
I need to feel
I’ve put myself through hell
Pushed to the brink, I’ve still got more to give
Oh God!
I need to heal
I just need to feel

I need to feel

I’ll fight for peace, without remorse
Constant conflict is my curse
I won’t let this be what buries me
I pray for silence
But I’ve got a throat full of fire and a head full of violence

Head full of violence

If you’re going through hell, keep going
Yeah!
Peacekeeper

God! I need to heal
I just need to feel
I’ve put myself through hell

God! I need to heal
I need to feel
I’ve put myself through hell
Pushed to the brink, I’ve still got more to give
Oh God!
I need to heal
I just need to feel

I just need to heal



 

More Lyrics from Punishing Myself Before God Does

  1. 01. Punishing Myself Before God Does
  2. 02. Hearts of Stone
  3. 03. Lovecraft
  4. 04. Forever Hollow (feat. Brian Wille)
  5. 05. Peacekeeper
  6. 06. To Care for Those Who Cared for Us
  7. 07. The New Holland Haunting
  8. 08. A Place Where Your Hope Dies
  9. 09. Death's Door
  10. 10. TVA
                 
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This Friday, July 31
ALBUMS
Pat Barrett, Worship Together Burn in Us [Capitol CMG]
Joseph Habedank The Worship Album [Gaither]
ICONIC II [Frontiers]
Sower Contrast (independent)
Starflyer 59 Disappointed E.P. [Velvet Blue]

SINGLES
99 APEX Move - Single [Syntax]
A Mose Spirit Rhythm - Single [Syntax]
Hillside Recording Come Back Home - Single (independent)
JusRzd, Cyrus Sonata, & Mic Wise LHM - Single [Syntax]
KNGDM REVIVAL OPEN MY EYES - Single [Dream]
MotionPlus, Braille Overdue - Single [Gospel Banquet]
Jeannie Ortega Sorry - Single [Syntax]
Drew Parker Blame Jesus (feat. Steven Curtis Chapman) - Single (independent)
Razzie & DTG Rich EEH - Single [Syntax]
We Are Messengers Room For You - Single [Wings]

VINYL
IONA IONA vinyl box set Vinyl (independent)

Next Wednesday, August 5
ALBUMS
Life.Church Switch Simple - EP (independent)

Next Friday, August 7
ALBUMS
The Choir Dragonfly [Galaxy 21]
John Elefante Stories: The John Elefante Collection [Girder]

SINGLES
29:11 Worship Child of God - Single [Dream]
Francesca Battistelli He Will - Single [Curb]
Josh Grove Trust (Psalm 13) - Single (independent)
Allan Scott Everybody Needs Someone - Single [Dream]
Good Weather Forecast, SOFYKA NOMADIC TENDENCIES - Single [Dream]
Carly Ann Taylor Lifeline - Single [Wings]


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