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04. GHOST
Album: Currency
Artist: Anberlin
         
 

Never found any peace in a moment of quiet
Feelin’ down fill it up so I don’t have to fight it
But the beating heart inside my chest
Is loud enough to wake the dead so
I’ll never find any peace in a moment of quiet

Sick of chasing a ghost tryin’ to prove that i’m worth it
Always face it alone like I choose to deserve this
Why do I hate myself
Guess i’m perfectly worthless
And nobody cuts me deeper than I cut myself
It’s all I’ve ever felt

I forgive every sin but the ones that I carry
Can’t forget all the shame and the guilt that I buried
And the beating heart inside my chest
Is loud enough to wake the dead
So when they come to collect the debt don’t spare me

I’ll be here chasing a ghost tryin’ to prove that i’m worth it
Always face it alone like I choose to deserve this
Why do I hate myself
Guess i’m perfectly worthless
And nobody cuts me deeper than I cut myself
It’s all I’ve ever felt

It’s all I’ve ever felt
It’s all I’ve ever felt
This beating heart inside my chest Is loud enough to wake the dead
This beating heart inside my chest
Is loud enough to wake the dead

Forever chasing a ghost tryin’ to prove that i’m worth it
Always face it alone like I choose to deserve this
Why do I hate myself
Guess i’m perfectly worthless
And nobody cuts me deeper than I cut myself
It’s all I’ve ever felt
Chasing a ghost tryin’ to prove that i’m worth it
Always face it alone like I choose to deserve this
Why do I hate myself
Guess i’m perfectly worthless
And nobody cuts me deeper than I cut myself
It’s all I’ve ever felt





 

More Lyrics from Currency

  1. 01. NEVERAFTER
  2. 02. GRAVITY
  3. 03. HIGHSTAKES
  4. 04. GHOST
  5. 05. MEDICATE
  6. 06. TRENCHES (Feat. Switchfoot)
  7. 07. AFTERMATH
  8. 08. RELAPSE
  9. 09. DISPLACE
  10. 10. LIES
  11. 11. ASHES
                 
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This Tuesday, November 10
SINGLES
Seth Davey A New Dawn - Single (independent)

This Wednesday, November 11
ALBUMS
Anberlin CURRENCY [Equal Vision]

This Friday, November 13
ALBUMS
Blanca A Christmas To Remember [Curb]
Amy Grant Tennessee Christmas: 10th Anniversary Edition [Capitol CMG/AG]
Lily Hooten Promise Land [Anotherland]
The Lofi Christian & Commons Worship The Commons Lofi (independent)
outr.cty Green Skies, Blue Grass [Syntax]
Jackie Hill Perry Still Blameless (Deluxe) [Velvet Blue]
Leem of the Earth See [Velvet Blue]
Tye Tribbett V20: First Semester (Live) [Freligious]

SINGLES
Chris Caro 10 YEARS IN A MINUTE - Single [Syntax]
Cutright The Curtain - Single [Syntax]
Jordan Feliz Fast - Single [Centricity]
Josh Grove Glory - Single (independent)
Living Again Get This Far - Single (independent)
Magdalene Rose the terrifying reality of it all - Single [Rockfest]
Hunter Plake Silver Bells - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante OVEN MITT! - Single [Dream]
Jordan St. Cyr Angels We Have Heard On High - Single [BEC]
Amelia Wells At Your Feet - Single [Hope Lane]
Natasha Zimbaro Emmanuel - Single [Wings]

VINYL
Anberlin CURRENCY Vinyl [Equal Vision]

Next Thursday, November 19
ALBUMS
NEEDTOBREATHE The Long Surrender and The Fellow Passengers of Pain [UMG]

Next Friday, November 20
ALBUMS
Gabrielle Lovelace The Secret of Christmas [Old Bear]
Mountains in the Sea Breakthrough - EP [Dream]
New Wine Worship Ready For More - EP (independent)
The Rogers Family Let's Sing a Song About Jesus [Horizon]
Will Morrison, Calm Worship Collective Christmas Music - Instrumental Piano Holiday Songs (independent)

SINGLES
Francesca Battistelli Messiah (Cinematic) - Single [Curb]
Gracie Binion O Holy Night - Single [BEC]
John Long love deep - Single (independent)
Chandler Marie Merry Christmas Mary - Single (independent)
Hunter Plake Silent Night - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante PRAISE DANCE! - Single [Dream]
Run51 Wishlist - Single [Dream]
Mike Weaver Homecoming - Single [Curb]

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