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08. RELAPSE
Album: Currency
Artist: Anberlin
         
 

We’ve seen all the writing across the walls
But we looked away
Ignored all the signs and knowing fate would fall
Was coming anyway

Always knew you were the one that could break me
Never thought I’d be the monster you made me
Oh I’ve lost control
Shoulda known it when you said I was your weakness
I could never solve the puzzle between us
No I can’t let go

When deadly dreamers become believers again
Rebuild relapse repeat it
I’m not the one you needed
We’re digging deeper to find the reaper again
Don’t need another reason
Just let it rest in pieces

You’re reaching for me but I push away
Don’t beg me to stay
I crawl on my knees back to what feels safe
But it’s just a cage

Always knew you were the one that could break me
Never thought I’d be the monster you made me
Oh I’ve lost control
Shoulda known it when you said I was your weakness
I could never solve the puzzle between us
No I can’t
I can’t let go

When deadly dreamers become believers again
Rebuild relapse repeat it
I’m not the one you needed
We’re digging deeper to find the reaper again
Don’t need another reason
Just let it rest in pieces

Rebuild relapse repeat it
I’m not the one you needed
Don’t need another reason
Just let it rest
We’re deadly

When deadly dreamers become believers again
Rebuild relapse repeat it
I’m not the one you needed
We’re digging deeper to find the reaper again
Don’t need another reason
Just let it rest in pieces




 

More Lyrics from Currency

  1. 01. NEVERAFTER
  2. 02. GRAVITY
  3. 03. HIGHSTAKES
  4. 04. GHOST
  5. 05. MEDICATE
  6. 06. TRENCHES (Feat. Switchfoot)
  7. 07. AFTERMATH
  8. 08. RELAPSE
  9. 09. DISPLACE
  10. 10. LIES
  11. 11. ASHES
                 
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This Tuesday, November 10
SINGLES
Seth Davey A New Dawn - Single (independent)

This Wednesday, November 11
ALBUMS
Anberlin CURRENCY [Equal Vision]

This Friday, November 13
ALBUMS
Blanca A Christmas To Remember [Curb]
Amy Grant Tennessee Christmas: 10th Anniversary Edition [Capitol CMG/AG]
Lily Hooten Promise Land [Anotherland]
The Lofi Christian & Commons Worship The Commons Lofi (independent)
outr.cty Green Skies, Blue Grass [Syntax]
Jackie Hill Perry Still Blameless (Deluxe) [Velvet Blue]
Leem of the Earth See [Velvet Blue]
Tye Tribbett V20: First Semester (Live) [Freligious]

SINGLES
Chris Caro 10 YEARS IN A MINUTE - Single [Syntax]
Cutright The Curtain - Single [Syntax]
Jordan Feliz Fast - Single [Centricity]
Josh Grove Glory - Single (independent)
Living Again Get This Far - Single (independent)
Magdalene Rose the terrifying reality of it all - Single [Rockfest]
Hunter Plake Silver Bells - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante OVEN MITT! - Single [Dream]
Jordan St. Cyr Angels We Have Heard On High - Single [BEC]
Amelia Wells At Your Feet - Single [Hope Lane]
Natasha Zimbaro Emmanuel - Single [Wings]

VINYL
Anberlin CURRENCY Vinyl [Equal Vision]

Next Thursday, November 19
ALBUMS
NEEDTOBREATHE The Long Surrender and The Fellow Passengers of Pain [UMG]

Next Friday, November 20
ALBUMS
Gabrielle Lovelace The Secret of Christmas [Old Bear]
Mountains in the Sea Breakthrough - EP [Dream]
New Wine Worship Ready For More - EP (independent)
The Rogers Family Let's Sing a Song About Jesus [Horizon]
Will Morrison, Calm Worship Collective Christmas Music - Instrumental Piano Holiday Songs (independent)

SINGLES
Francesca Battistelli Messiah (Cinematic) - Single [Curb]
Gracie Binion O Holy Night - Single [BEC]
John Long love deep - Single (independent)
Chandler Marie Merry Christmas Mary - Single (independent)
Hunter Plake Silent Night - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante PRAISE DANCE! - Single [Dream]
Run51 Wishlist - Single [Dream]
Mike Weaver Homecoming - Single [Curb]

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