You gave me your hand so long ago
But now our house is burning
You’re never home
I feel sick looking at our picture frames
I turned them down and turned you away
I wanted to hear your words my whole life
But now they cut me like a knife
Hiding under the covers
Crushing dreams
Am I your lover or your enemy?

And at the end of the day
I never wanted it to be this way
You sure it’s what you wanna do?
I’ll leave it up to you

I packed my heart in boxes yesterday
I fell asleep last night in my room all alone and afraid
‘Cause my blood is cold and body is numb
Oh God, what did we become?
I feel you love to say that you don’t miss me anymore
But anything I feel I choose to ignore
I pray that once my anger dies I’ll live
And once my tears are dry I’ll learn to forgive

I know the love we had was real at one time
And if you give me one more chance I promise to try
Seasons change, lovers bloom and some die
But you’ll always be part of my life


Krystal Meyers, Brian West / © 2008 Designer Music / Koobie Tunes (SESAC) All rights for the world on behalf of Koobie Tunes administered by Designer Music / Sony/ATV Music Publishing Canada / Worldwide West Music Inc. (SOCAN) All rights for the United States on behalf of Sony/ATV Music Publishing Canada / Worldwide West Music Inc. administered by Sony/ATV Songs LLC (BMI) Guitars by Brian West and Mike Payne. Drums by Ben Phillips All programming by Josiah Bell and Robert Marvin for Doubledutch Music

Behind the Song:
“This song was inspired by a close friend of mine who was going through a divorce. It shows vulnerability and bitterness and talks about loving someone even when they make a choice that hurts and you don’t agree with.” – Krystal Meyers