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03. Can't Sleep

Ctrl
by Derek Webb

 

i can't sleep
i can't sleep
i am overwhelmed with grief
every time i wake
that i must face the thief
who takes away my face
the place where i exist
the real me, not a fake
my hands on the controls
till the moment i awake
friends i'll never meet
the wife i'll never take
the strength that i don't feel
all mine to create
here beneath these sheets
the robbery takes place
and everything i am
all goes up in flames
what i spend my life to build
is ripped down every day
anywhere the light can reach
is nowhere i am safe
so i can't sleep

 


 

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Music Out This Week


This Tuesday, June 2, 2026
ALBUMS
John Joseph James God of the Second Chance (independent)

This Wednesday, June 3, 2026
SINGLES
Life.Church Switch Hunger - Single (independent)

This Friday, June 5, 2026
ALBUMS
John Allan Live from Anaheim - EP [Centricity]
August Burns Red Season of Surrender [Fearless]
Zach Williams Revival Nights at Red Rocks [Provident]

SINGLES
CAIN Living Water - Single [Provident]
Chris Caro Je Me Souviens - Single [Syntax]
EJ Swavv & MAYIA WARREN No One - Single [Syntax]
The Emerging Sound, People & Songs Stand on Your Promise - Single [People & Songs]
Icon for Hire A Girl is Like a Piece of Gum - Single (independent)
John Long, Jake MacAdam Jesus is Better - Single (independent)
Tds Cam One More Step - Single [Syntax]
We Are Messengers Lay It All On You - Single [Curb]

Next Sunday, June 7
ALBUMS
Brett Leyde Like a Fool - EP (independent)

SINGLES
Seth Davey Dance in the Dark - Single (independent)

Next Friday, June 12
ALBUMS
Brave Days Crisis - EP [Common Thread Records]
Flesh Incinerant Alkaloid Grace - EP (independent)
Hopeful. The Art of Letting Go (independent)
Tori Kelly God Must Really Love Me [Epic]
KNGDM REVIVAL Parables [Dream]
Patrick Mayberry Anybody Else - EP [Provident/Sony]
Mountains in the Sea Your Will Be Done - Single [Dream]
So Much Hope, Buried. Wither | Grow (independent)
We The Kingdom Everything I Thought Was Pleasure [Capitol CMG]

SINGLES
Brothrly Forever - Single (independent)
Carly Ann Taylor Heavenly Father - Single [Curb]
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