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06. Cut

Chaotic Resolve
by Plumb

 

I'm not a stranger
No, I am yours
With crippled anger
And tears that still drip sore

A fragile frame aged
With misery
And when our eyes meet
I know you'll see

I do not want to be afraid
I do not want to die inside just to breathe in
I'm tired of feeling so numb
Relief exists I find it when
I am cut

I may seem crazy
Or painfully shy
And these scars wouldn't be so hidden
If you would just look me in the eye
I feel alone here and cold here
Though I don't want to die
But the only anesthetic that makes me feel anything kills inside

I do not want to be afraid
I do not want to die inside just to breathe in
I'm tired of feeling so numb
Relief exists I find it when
I am cut
Pain
I am not alone
I am not alone

I'm not a stranger
No I am yours
With crippled anger
And tears that still drip sore

But I do not want to be afraid
I do not want to die inside just to breathe in
I'm tired of feeling so numb
Relief exists I found it when
I was cut



Behind the Song:
"In one way or another, we all try desperately to kill inside whatever makes us feel numb or alone or scared or weak or even inadequate. And we are not alone. In fact, no one is ever alone. We are loved by a love bigger than we can ever wrap our brain around. And when we know that...and believe it...our healing begins, regardless of where the 'sickness' came from. We are all cut...we can all be healed." - Plumb

 


 

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