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08. Fatherless
Album: Fight The Silence
Artist: For Today
         
 

Here's to my desire to remember what he left. But, there was no time for sentiment as he took his final breath. I was not too broken to hope for a helping hand, (but) I had to fight to find it. Eight years old is too young to become a man. I left my hope behind me. I was Just another angry kid, growing up without a dad. So I sold my soul for the highest bid, to get the love I never had. Tell me who I am. A kid that turned to the world for identity. I can hardly stand. Trying to find myself, I confined myself. Now I've come to see, it was never "me" I was looking for… It was always Him. It was always Him.

Born from a broken home. When my father died, I was left to find my way through life alone. Left on my own, I put my pain on display as I fought with hatred and rage. No son should ever have to face the world without the love of his father. I faced the world alone. I had no one to run to, and everything to run from. I had no one to run to, and everything to run from. I buried my hope in the ground. Drowning, with no one to pull me out, sinking inside my head.

I was just another angry kid growing up without a dad, so I sold my soul for the highest bid to get the love I never had.

Tell me who I am. A kid that turned to the world for identity. I can hardly stand. Trying to find myself, I confined myself. Now I've come to see, it was never "me" I was looking for… It was always Him. It was always Him. Tell me who I am. I can hardly stand. Now I've come to see, it was never "me" I was looking for… It was always Him. It was always Him.



 

More Lyrics from Fight The Silence

  1. 01. Molotov
  2. 02. Fight the Silence
  3. 03. Pariah
  4. 04. Reflections
  5. 05. Break the Cycle
  6. 06. A Call to Arms
  7. 07. For The Fallen
  8. 08. Fatherless
  9. 09. Dead to Rights
  10. 10. One Voice
  11. 11. Resonate
  12. 12. Hated By the World
                 
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This Tuesday, November 10
SINGLES
Seth Davey A New Dawn - Single (independent)

This Wednesday, November 11
ALBUMS
Anberlin Currency [Equal Vision]

This Friday, November 13
ALBUMS
Blanca A Christmas To Remember [Curb]
Amy Grant Tennessee Christmas: 10th Anniversary Edition [Capitol CMG/AG]
Lily Hooten Promise Land [Anotherland]
The Lofi Christian & Commons Worship The Commons Lofi (independent)
outr.cty Green Skies, Blue Grass [Syntax]
Jackie Hill Perry Still Blameless (Deluxe) [Velvet Blue]
Leem of the Earth See [Velvet Blue]
Tye Tribbett V20: First Semester (Live) [Freligious]

SINGLES
Chris Caro 10 YEARS IN A MINUTE - Single [Syntax]
Cutright The Curtain - Single [Syntax]
Jordan Feliz Fast - Single [Centricity]
Josh Grove Glory - Single (independent)
Living Again Get This Far - Single (independent)
Magdalene Rose the terrifying reality of it all - Single [Rockfest]
Hunter Plake Silver Bells - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante OVEN MITT! - Single [Dream]
Jordan St. Cyr Angels We Have Heard On High - Single [BEC]
Amelia Wells At Your Feet - Single [Hope Lane]
Natasha Zimbaro Emmanuel - Single [Wings]

VINYL
Anberlin Currency Vinyl [Equal Vision]

Next Thursday, November 19
ALBUMS
NEEDTOBREATHE The Long Surrender and The Fellow Passengers of Pain [UMG]

Next Friday, November 20
ALBUMS
Gabrielle Lovelace The Secret of Christmas [Old Bear]
Mountains in the Sea Breakthrough - EP [Dream]
New Wine Worship Ready For More - EP (independent)
The Rogers Family Let's Sing a Song About Jesus [Horizon]
Will Morrison, Calm Worship Collective Christmas Music - Instrumental Piano Holiday Songs (independent)

SINGLES
Francesca Battistelli Messiah (Cinematic) - Single [Curb]
Gracie Binion O Holy Night - Single [BEC]
John Long love deep - Single (independent)
Chandler Marie Merry Christmas Mary - Single (independent)
Hunter Plake Silent Night - Single [BEC]
Matthew Plante PRAISE DANCE! - Single [Dream]
Run51 Wishlist - Single [Dream]
Mike Weaver Homecoming - Single [Curb]

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